Went home and found out I forgot my keys -.- . So waited and walked around Ad Place before coming back home (mom arrived that time). Should've used that time to help wrap the hamper. lol. Oh man I'm stuck with both my a.maths homework. The last 2 questions, you know! Hopefully, some Maths master will appear in my dreams to tutor me in the ways of Mathemicians...

Well today's not hype-y, so no point further elaborating. Good night.

P/s: tmr photo taking day. Bring tie orh.

PP/s: Wth I don't want to be ** again! I just got over it and people are urging to get back in. O hplease no,. No more roller-coaster rides again, please.

Today was very tiring. Not tiring because we did a lot of physical activities, but mostly the opposite. The lessons were very VERY slow, if you know what I mean. And during lesson at Physics lab, almost fell asleep (but didn't since I was sitting in front of the teacher's table). Today Mrs Lai didn't come for English lesson, so we did an English exercise on Grammar. Turns out, I'm not good at it. Anyhoo, I've got to read up my Chemistry and Physics. Been starting to fall back just now, so I musn't be left out.

Tomorrow's the result of A.Maths test. Don't expect full marks, cause I made a careless mistake in one of the questions. And if other questions too are wrong, I'll probably fail. Uh oh, better bulk up and be constant in my studies.

Just now Assembly was noisy. Since the concert was not so well done, the audience were too restless. Got guests from old folks home some more. Sigh, how inconsiderate can kids be (haha, I'm being a grown-up?). I should remind myself to bring some canned foods for tomorrow since Wednesday is Hamper-Making competition. Must help 3E1 win! Oh and also bring the travel form, how could I forget that.

These weekends are a long one (4 days), so I'll be expecting piles of homework smacked in our faces by the end of the week. I think I'll be picnicking with relatives/cousins during CNY. Okay, that's all now, bye bye!

P/s: Did you know that Instructer KJC got his own Facebook account? There got show his MSN somemore :x

Disclaimer: I do not own any viruses or malware in my blog, mind you.

I think that's an indirect notice to tell me that I should change my blogskin. But these days, I'm soo busy with school. Btw didn't go to aunt's house today cause I'm busy with homework (even though I'm blogging). 

I wonder what is tomorrow going to be like? Probable Sec 3's will be occasionally "cheering". Sigh E. Maths test on Tue, so I have to study tonight. Now when I think about it, the camp made me realise that there's very little to be sad about. Take a risk and you'll know it's worth if after that. I think I'll be more adventures in life. Cause boredom is the source of bad things.

Btw I was thinking of playing floorball outside of school. Anybody know a team I can join? Cause floorball's cool. Then maybe can play with friends at soccer court.

Hmm I think I should watch Stephen King's Pet Cemetery (or Semetery?). I heard it's a good horror movie. I've been of fan of Stephen King's books and I haven''t seen it yet. Maybe surf it up at the net. 

Tomorrow's another day. I'll try to make it as bright as possible. See ya in my dreams/ nightmares.

P/s: I suck at soccer XD . Nah not really, just don't play it much. Better at floorball though.

PP/s: Still missing Camelot and the memories. Sort of double-edged sword of leaving the camp for such short time. At there seems like it's a waste of time at times but back here I feel like cheering with the others again.

 

Oh well. Just now had religious class and later will go to aunt's house to cater food for uncle's wedding. I think I still have time to Fifa Online, so I'll catch up later. Man, I sure miss the sound of waves and the wind blowing dirt. The beach is always the best when it comes to clearing your mind. 

Okay, the more frequently I post, the lesser the contents are. Toodles.

Sec 3 camp was the best camp so far in my life! The instructers were awesome, friendly yet dedicated in their work. The place was a great place to camp at. And every ten minutes or so, aeroplanes would fly past us so close you could just feel that you can reach to them if you're on a super-powered trampoline. I wasn't excited in the beginning but after getting all those experiences, I've realised that it was all worth it. I wished the camp was longer, 1 week to be exact. But all good things must end. 

I won't forget sleeping in the dining hall. Saw fireflies flying outside at night. It was cool, literally and figuratively. Bathing in the toilet was chaotic. Bathed with somebody else twice. Didn't mind it though. The camp put us to our limits. Know we know our potential better. And I conquered both my fear of heights and water. I'm proud of myself for that. Flying fox was thrilling before you drop of to the sky. The wind was super strong up there. But when you go down, it's such a breeze. Abseiling was the same, but easier dince u just have to straighten your feet and slowly go down. 

Kayaking was omg. Fell into the sea. Thought I would drown, but eventually I cooled down. Dragon boat was the thrilling. The Indian instructer who lead us during dragon boat was nice. We played viking in the boat and sat at the edge. Free roller-coaster ride, haha. And the most of the dragon-boaters helped out in placing back the draon boats. It was then that our team work shined as schoolmates. Oh, and I won't forget the sandy floor. Yup, SAND. Sand apparantly dominates this place, even in the toilet. Ahaha! And the cheers, although not all great, but still uplifting out spirits. The camp fire wasn't that great, but still, it's a tradition to have in all camps. And I think we bonded closer as a class. We're not the best of class when it comes to being together, but at leats we're not the worst.

Well, I won't blog more about the camp. It's more or less the same experiences as the other bloggers who went for the camp. But to tell you the truth, I wasn't in the mood to "hug around" with others on the last day of camp. I prefer not to talk about it. Then when arrived school, ate rice with full of side dishes. Damn hungry loh. Then after that went to Friday prayers. Whoah, tiring and sleepy.

Damn it, school's on Monday. And E.Maths test is on Wednesday. Whoah, need to change camp mood to study mood. It's more difficult than in words. I hope everthing's going to be alright.

Recess! Queue for rice was long, but ate before the bell rang. After recess, had A. Maths test. I was expecting it to be decent, but...

After some E. Maths stuffs, English was next. Did points-finding for summary. Then Malay. Had karangan test. Didn't finish well, cause time was too short. Mdm Amizah tolf us to write the total marks and no. of words below, and I didn't. 

After school, ate lunch for a while, then went up class to see what they were doing. Only about 10 people stayed. The rest go he- erm i mean home. Didn't do much. Gerrald put on a "dress" and a tiara and became Mr Gayniverse 09. Anyone want the picture msn Shan Te XD .

Okay here's the update for now. Haven't fully packed my stuffs. Busy entertaining fellow MSN-ers. I won't be bringing my phone, but I'll probably sneak in my iPod :P  . Alrighties matees. Sec 3ss, see ya in school tomorrow.

Bb.

English was nothing special. We were told to borrow an English book from the library, although it was much easier if the teacher gave out to us personally. Then had M.Lite. We didn't study much, just wrote on some definitions about the meaning of literature (in Malay). Turns out the Hindis also used a form of literature language a long time ago. In the meantime, the class gossiped about some stuffs, mostly through and are now past stuffs. And one person I think got "malu" because we were talking about her, lol .

Then had Chem at Phy lab. 3 interns watched our lesson. It wasn't fun, but nonetheless paid attention. Given 2 worksheets to be done by next week (thank God it's next week).

Then during recess, most of the 3E1 came down to library to borrow the English book Mrs Lai told us to read (during Reading Period). Then went with Shan Te to meet Mdm Irda at Art room.Told me (Shan Te waited outside) about where and when to pray during the Sec 3 camp (cause I told my mom to write a letter concerning that). In other words, praying was allowed there as long as I'm free at that time. And if the teacher or instructer don't let me pray can always complain to MUIS,   XD .

In canteen, met up with some of the 2E1 08s. Ate rice with mixed toppings. Apparently Lydia and Ilaika was at the usual table (lyd had recess duty). Talked with some of them and "unconciously" sprayed Milo at my uniform -.- . Immediately vanished the markings with wet tissue. Luckily wasn't so serious.

After recess had Physics. The usual "calm" lesson by Mr. Thoo. He elaborated on a lot of points that didn't really need much elaborations. As a result, an average of 10 minutes was spent of explaining on 1 or 2 questions of the worksheet.

Assembly, went to the hall. This time, had a talk by Mr Low, Mr Teo and Mr Mok regarding safety and 4/5 stuffs respetively. Then when assembly was done at 1.30, went back up to decorate class. Didn't do much, to be honest. Just walked around and was busy-bodying. Had a snack and drink at canteen for awhile, and went back up again. The class was decorated, but still looked "pale". Went home at 3+ .

So now I should be finishing on homework, followed by studying for A. Maths. Partially packed my camp stuffs. Expecting either the camp be a great success or just plain tiring and boring. Either way, I'm looking forward to it. PE is tomorrow, so I'll be probably playing Captain's Ball again. 

I'm starting to get things in-hand now. Looks like life is everchanging. It's just like the Malay idiom, "air pun ada pasang surutnya", which means (river or sea) water has it's high tides and low tides. Never let things get your way, I guess. Okay, looks like I have to finish homeworks as soon as I can. Toodles!

At my back (which is the couch), the Elders (that's what I call my family grown-ups) are having meeting to discuss about uncle's wedding. Haiz it's more of arguing, you could say. Looks like wedding's are more complicated than I thought it was. Sheesh, I hate it when people keep on debating the same thing over and over and over again. It's like looping a chorus of a badly-written song.

I guess over this few days my mood swings had been going out of hand. Sorry to those who I have offended, although I never really noticed it if I did. Sec 3 camp's in 3 days, and I don't look forward to it. Neither are a lot of others, cause of their own problems I suppose. I feel that nowadays ADSS is rushing on things, or should I say the MOE (?) . We poor kids have to study loads of things in little time. Even for CNY celebrations we're having curriculum (?). I have to confirm that before making that statement.

And the other thing I want to talk about is, which way should I go. All these years I've always wanted to go to Poly to take a course I'm interested in (hopefully I'll find one). But recently heard from friends that they're going to JC. And I heard from my teacher that JC was fun. Hmm now I'm in the middle again. Where should I go. I'm beginning to be interested in the Arts (playing music, making art, dramas and such), but I'm also thinking about Science-stuffs. Oh, my head's going haywire.

Meanwhile, the Elders are still thrashing each other with words, although not violently. And remember folks. God loves people who sneeze and hates people who yawn. So cover your mouth of yours and hak cheew! Say it with me! Hak cheew! Hak cheew! Haaaak, haaaak-

CHEEEEEW!

In the morning went to Shan Te's house to do E.Maths homework. Usual gaming after that. Went back home. Then went out again to go to someone's wedding. Ate a lot of food there. I was hungry before so that's why I went to follow my mom there. The wedding process was always boring to me, but the the kompang people took my attention. It looks cool to be in it. Maybe I'll be a Kompang Boy before I get a stable job lol .

Tuesday's probably going to be a good school day. Probably because maybe we'll be playing Captain's Ball again for PE and the Maths Class Test. And I was sure about the second one. Yup. I kind of like the thrill of taking a test, to see what progress've you been making. 

Oh well. I hope Mr. Sad doesn't come back to me again. I don't ever want to meet him again. Although, sooner or later, I will. That's all for tonight.

Another lack-of-ordinary post.

Right now life's not a breeze. I don't know why I'm feeling so down. Is it because I'm having a bad case of mood swings or is just that people are passing by in front of me so fast. If you don't know what I mean, then forget it.

Not looking forward to days. I thought 2009 would be a better year. And it isn't, for now I hope. Studies are packed now, so expecting stressful days when I'm at home. Through is, it doesn't feel much like life now. Everything's suddenly not up to me. I guess it's one of the million ways God does to make me aware of something I wasn't aware of. So now I'm feeling oblivious to the surroundings. Sounds bad, huh.

During Friday prayers, the imam stressed about how bad things currently are in Gaza. The muslims there are living in an uncertainty. More people are being probably being killed. Honestly I wasn't on either sides, but after heaing that Izrael's the one who started it, I'm really pissed. To be precised, I'm pissed at the Jews there. They're causing unreasable shit to happen. And the muslims are the victims. Sigh, stop the fighting already. I'm already having a bad mood, still want to kecoh-kecoh ah? I sympathise the victims. Prayed that they'll be safe.

By the looks of it, I'm not excited about the camp anymore. Or at least, not fully. Hopefully it'll be great. 

Bye.

Long time since I blogged. But then again, uncomfortable with blogging nowadays. Just feeling insecure. It's been a hectically gloomy week, mostly because I'm zsdcfz-ed up (if there's such a word). As a result, I'm questioning myself about where I stand now (figuratively). Sorry for not posting "complete" posts, it's just that it's been a bad roller-coaster ride for me. I think I'm going nuts. It's like a compilation of bad experiences all scrambled in my head, with people laughing in the background. As such, Coldplay has been my "painkiller" recently. They saved my life (I think).

Well, what a way to start off the year. Only been officially SC in one day and already I'm out of it. Yup, it's true. No point hiding away. It was my mistake of being too naive. I thought I was doing a favour for 2E1 08s. But I ended up losing my position all because of that video. In my point of view, as well as few 2E1s, it was a tribute, but apparently it was "too good". Please, don't ask me further. I need some space to think and reflect. I won't let this ruin the rest of my school life. No. I still have a life. Frankly speaking, it's really hard for me to type about it, so I appreciate if there's no buzzing involved. I'll try my best to move on. Sorry to the fellow SCs. I let you down. 

Okay yesterday didn't go out. And I wasn't even awake for the countdown. Who cares. Celebrate or not, 2009 is there. I'm not a party-goer type, so I don't like countdowns. But don't misunderstand. I'm not anti-social, just thinking out of the usual box. Let's move on to my New Year Resolution:

-Do what you're suppose to do

-Don't waste time

-Do homework

-Do well for exams, rank is just a number, duh.

-Explore the world, one way or another.

-Learn a thing or two about Life.

-Make the world a brighter place.

-Get closer to God, I hope.

-Be strong even if shit happens.

Just now watched documentary about the film locations of Rocky movie. I thought it was boring, but It's just. Wow. Inspirational. And to celebrate todays occasion watch this videos: