Hi for today. Today's a bad day. Not a good day to blog. But I'm just gonna do it anyway.
I just feel demoralised, cause everyone around me just treats me like I'm the object to pass through. Sometimes I regret doing a good job in mid-year. Now everyone expects shitloads from me. And when I fail to get good marks, they make demoralising comments and it just keeps on repeating in my mind. I just can't take it.

Finally broke down just now. Couldn't believe how low I got. I tried keep myself calm but I couldn't. It was too much for me to bear. I didn't just grief because of the results I got, but all the shitty experience I had to endure these past weeks. I guess I'm lame, huh.

Now I'm in the process of healing. It could take quite a while, but I'll try to get over this and make this a reminder for me to do my best.

After all, failure makes success more worth it.