Counting sheeps.

it looked like whatever I stood up for came crashing down./ 4:26 PM

Friday, July 25, 2008

Words and visions of the past keeps repeating in my mind. It happened all so quickly. Never would I have thought it was going to be like this. I can't stop the crap. Can't stop it. Cause I know I'm the one at fault. Cause I was too careless, I suppose. Mixture of shame and regret fuels the whole body. I couldn't believe it. I didn't really know what had gone wrong. I'm in quicksand, slowly sinking deep into Earth. The words had a sharp meaning, and it sliced through my heart. For now, it really did made a deep impact. Feels like tears were already at the back of my eyes. For the first time and probably a long time, I have no face to face others. Sanity please return.

Sorry for writing those stupid sentences. But I feel like I had to write those. I refuse to tell what's really going on.

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